I love my life.
With uncountable blessing.
Happiness. Sadness. Laugh. Cry.
I just love it all.

Since I lived in here, in Jakarta; I’m very thankful to have all of my bestfriends.
Not to mention that my parents have not take apart in my life (again) when I was far away from home, but the percentages is lower than my friends :P

Spending almost my time with them, I have learn.
That we are different person, with different point of view about anything, with different way to face problems, with different strenght to stand still, and many other differences.

But the important thing is, I loves them. To have them is priceless.
I just love the way they are, and I hope they love me just the way I am.
Oh God, I think my ‘lebayness’ was to the max when I wrote this hahaha…
Seriously, I’m very thankful.

As human being, I also did something wrong. And maybe hurts the other.
And I feels sorry about that, its your right to consider me as a friend or not.
But for me, there is no ex-friend.

Honestly, I hate being ignored, and I hate to be hated.
But I have learn from my friend who constantly ignored me.
She makes me think that ‘who am I that deserved to be loved with (her) everyone?’.
I’m not perfect,
and being disliked with the other is normal (when you have another who liked you).

You know what? Its really hard for me.
Hard to accept that someone out there really hate me deep inside her heart!
Please just kick me or punch me or maybe slap me.
I’m not disposable thing that able to be disappeared.

And now, I’m trying hard to face that i failed.
Yes, I failed. Failed to keep my best adventurer partner.

*sounds like confession (ya iyalah, namanya jugak curhat)*

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